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Oct. 19th, 2007 @ 01:25 am
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my last update was 71 weeks ago! and I am still alive =) do you know what I want to do?! run across the CP marching band field while the sprinklers are going off. Ismail didn't want to do it with me this morning =(
I went to the Baltimore convention center today of an event called neocon. It's where companies and ferms come all over the nation to show interior designers what's new regarding furniture, textiles, and technology. Not what I expected but I got a free bag! It's cute
Went to UMBC today. It was really fun. I got to see Amir, and Tiger, and Rashad, and Nick, and Derick, and Patrick, and Brad, and Tom, and Malcom, and Kim, and Andy, and Mike, and Andrew
There was also a bonfire where I got free food, and free glow sticks, and free t-shirt and where the fire people came cause they thought that a building was on fire which portrayed how big the fire was.
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Jun. 4th, 2006 @ 08:28 pm
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I don't know anymore.
In the end, it's going to hurt.
I can't stop thinking about you.
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Apr. 11th, 2006 @ 11:07 pm
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Getting my license today = YES
Seeing Ismail today = NO |
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Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 06:36 pm
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So I was required to go to a meeting at the Carver Educational Center for SGA. The meeting was heh... but man..people are so rude... and stupid. I don't think they realize that most of the issue/questions that they brought up were there own school problems. But it was interesting what people had to say.. especially the middle schoolers. |
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I'm on the verge of falling asleep when suddenly I hear the doorbell ring. Damn.. I thought, who can that be. It turns out to be a FedEx dude dropping off a package. Then I remembered that Len-Len is able to open the door, so quickly I went down stairs to get her before she answers it. I didn't find her in the kitchen where I left her. Crap! I kept calling her name around the house looking for her. I was freaking out cause she wasn't responding and I couldn't find her anywhere. then finally I found her in her bed asleep with a bag of chips in her hand. I was relieved and soon felling asleep myself.
Today was good. Ismail came with me to Gaithersburg which was awesome. He got to experience a part of my school life. : )
Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 06:41 pm
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So I come home from my Senior volleyball game. My Dad takes my Bag of sun chips out of my hand, that I got from my senior basket, goes up-stairs to his room, closes the door, and doesn't say a word to me. That's some bullshit. At least he could have said something. He didn't even bother coming to my game. I sang the national antumn with Ed also. Thanx fot those who came and supported the NW Jags. Playoffs on Friday. What fun.
Homecoming was awesome:
Ed and I
Justin and I
Nov. 2nd, 2005 @ 06:13 pm
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Lost our volleyball game... :( My mom bought me studio art supplies :)... I have a shit load of homework to do :(... Homecoming is this weekend :)I've put so much time making most of the homecoming decorations. It's going to be awesome. I'm so proud of the brooklyn bridge and the empire state building I made with Mal. I'm going to be at NW till like 11pm tomorrow. Then I have to go back at 7am on Sat. and stay there until the decorations are done. sigh...It looks like I'm going stag.
Oct. 28th, 2005 @ 01:31 am
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So class doesn't start till 10 a.m. which is awesome.
Sarah came over last night so I can work on her dress. YES people, I am making Sarah's homecoming dress. And it is hot. It's coming together really well. Thursday we are goin to buy the zipper, buttons, and elastic bands. I'm now more excited about the fashion show I'm going to have in January. Hopefully everything goes according to plan.
A lot of things are happening this month I feel like I'm going to die. But I have good time management so I know I will get through it. I have volleyball, SGA, Homecoming decorations, Jaguar Ambassador, Fashion dessign, AP art, SAT, College applications, and yea many more.
hmmm.. havent been to the haunted forest. Dont know what to do for Halloween. I have a game that day, but a midnight Halloween party sounds fun.
Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 09:40 am
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I realize that I'm your crutch. I didn't know I meant so much to you. My one true friend. There's nothing I can do so I see. I'm here to help you stand, but when you're up you turn a walk away from me and yes you'll be back. In the time of need.
Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 12:30 am
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Thursday night I went to the Daphne loves Derby concert!!!!!!!!! The concert was fuckin awesome. To sum things up. I got to meet Daphne loves Derby. Got pictures with them. Bought there merchandise and got them all signed. Told Stu (the drummer) that he was hot..lol. Nick caught the drum stick from Stu (Daphne loves Derby!) I wanted Stu's not fair! I Caught the drum stick of Sherwood. Got it signed by the drummer named Joe. Meet some of the band Sherwood. Got a pix with the vocalist who is an awesome guy. Hung out with Jessica, Ed, Andreas, Nick, Henry, Peter, and my mom. Basically the concert was awesome. It was chill, And it was comfortable to meet and talk to all the bands... yay!!!!!!!!
Jul. 30th, 2005 @ 08:17 pm
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BEFORE AFTER
 
Tiger took the pic two years ago... Rafael edited 2 days ago. Thanx
Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 05:50 pm
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I talked to Tom-ass last night. It's funny cause we keep missing each others calls for the past three days... but finally I got his call last night lol. It's always a relief talking to him. Him and I are going through the similar relationship problems... He makes me feel like I'm not alone, and stronger that I can get through this and handle it well. I've been crying for the past two days... sigh... it's huanting me. I really want to hang out with Tom-ass. Play some volleyball and then he can teach me how to play baseketball. :) And then maybe jam together...make a song or do a duet or something. It's funny cause I've only seen this guy twice... It's been a year since the last time I'v seen him. Yet our friendship is growing stronger.
Hahahahaha...I've been playing Kingdom hearts all day yesterday till like 2 am...my dad comes downstairs and was like "what are you doing?!??!" :( man..and I was at a good part. And I hate how you have to go to a specific part of the game just to save what you've done... But whatever. Playing more today..hehehe but I really want to play FFX. My game is all messed up..and I'm so pissed!
THINGS TO DO:
1. Clean room
2. Work on Kyle's present
3. Finish Thank you card
4. Work on portfolio
5. Finish writing song
6. Exercise
7. Call Music and Arts
8. Play PS2!
Jun. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:38 am
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It's not fair the task he gives us just to go to a rockfest. Yet it's pathetic that we can't simply do the task, when we've had the resources for two years. So... I'm not mad at anything, I'm just determined. And if it doesn't work, then I there is no one to blame.
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yup..and we failed... blah
Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 09:59 am
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SLEEP YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 02:27 pm
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Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night. This idle hour just wont pass I've never missed you this much, never thought I would. Didn't think you'd feel so far away. Autumn's amber red shadows dance. I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone
So go past the lights and all the excuses. You could have left "sincerely yours". Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more? Cause anything too daring to say to you,will be said in this letter, then burned away. So you never realize, I'm here
I'm thinking of your vague reply. So I can understand why we put this at rest. Why we forget to say that we were leaving. Say that we were sorry. The past remains unspoken as this vacant night is dying
But I still miss your summer scent. This cold air brings such a distance to us.Such a painful distance.
I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now,so I don't have to hold on to this burning heart. This burning heart is getting old. While sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears. I've finally realized that you were never meant for me
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 04:57 pm
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man it was great having to come to school at 11:30 and having only 3 classes..that was a blessing
my weekends has been good... some things that were just blah...but over all it was good.
FRI: got to chill with tiger and his family in the morning, school, 3 hour nap! yes! then watched star wars III for the sec. time in theaters..hahahaha
SAT: woke up at 6 am!, went to work at the catering, went to vocal lessons, went to look for stuff and visit robert at kholes, work somemore, nap!
SUN: church, work at wheaton, ran to jaron's house then chris's, cleaning, jon,nick, and jeannie came over to play DDR, band practice, more cleaning, watched stars for the first time by myself... it was beautiful
MON: played tennis with tiger, ed, and nick... i improved yes! and i almost beat nick...next time though..i'll be ready... i've been wanting to play tennis for a while but never got to it... now i have to do more cleaning..goin to the pool, need to do homework, and jam!
school starts at 7:25 tomorrow!...sigh..i really need to start on kyles present if i want to get it done by june 20th
thinking...
May. 30th, 2005 @ 04:52 pm
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I've spent months convincing myself that everything will be ok... but I never thought I would ever get him back. I'm so confused. Just yesturday before school I told myself that all I want was Tiger...but I also told myself that I just can't keep wishing for things just to happen. That's what I learned from Tiger, you can't just sit there and hope that everything will just be the way you want it. You got to take action. I don't know what I did for him to open up to me that way. Its too good to be true. I've convinced myself that he will never be nothing more than just a friend. I missed him so much. It was like he came back from the dead. I've cried my tears, I've done my time. having him back is to much, its something that i truelly wanted. But I don't know if I want it, well I don't know how to deal with it. Maybe we did just needed a little break. I know what to write now..I can finish my song.
"Tell me if this is real or not cause you've hurt me once before." - marie ortega
I just dont want another broken heart.
Marilou*
May. 26th, 2005 @ 01:34 am
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Well another epiphany... don't know how to describe this one, but I really feel like a whole new person.
hmm.. a lots been on my mind. Made Jaguar ambassador and SGA secretary, That's two things i can cross off on my list of goals. I'm still working on becoming V. Pres. for the National Art society, and Co-Captain for the V-ball team. Next year screams out leadership, fun, and hell. Lets hope i can survive.
This weekend is going to be kick ass. Friday watching Star Wars, and maybe going to after prom. Saturday Jill's show party. And Sunday, Sharen Coneta Concert. yay
May. 18th, 2005 @ 08:42 pm
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thanx God for good people in this world. i am saved, my prayers have been answered.
May. 14th, 2005 @ 08:55 pm
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